When I started back into the hobby after many, many years on leave (February of this year), I almost immediately started to stash kits. Just had to have them, didn’t think about why … at first. When I hit about twenty kits (current stash, i.e., kits not on the bench, is sitting at 52, but will probably climb), I began to feel foolish, and even kind of guilty.
Then, I began to rationalize my behavior …
“When i was a kid,” I told myself, “I couldn’t have all the kits I wanted (and, in fact, did without any kits at all for long periods of time), so I’m just compensating, and that’s OK, to a point …”. When I blew by that ‘point’, I then rationalized thus, “The kits seem to come and go on and off the market so fast that, if I don’t buy it now, it might not be there later.” Having waited too long on several kits in just the first couple of months of my return to the hobby - which, shortly after they gained my attention (and desire), disappeared before I got around to buying them - that rationale worked for a while. However, by the time I got around to joining this forum, I was feeling foolish and extravagant once more. Then, I began to read here how all modellers exhibit this same strange behavior. I was relieved, and now feel a lot better about it. In fact, at 52 kits, I don’t have it as bad as many of you. However, I do wonder: Why do we stash kits? I’m not sure, myself, but we all seem to do it.
So, in search of modelling emotional/psychological/sociological/metaphysical truth, confess - Why do you (we) stash kits? What drives this phenomenon? All answers/insights welcome …
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