Don’t be too hard on yourself, Tonbo… It’s like Hawkeye said, many novices go with the “Ready” -“FIRE!”-“Aim” approach… I was a little concerned when you started posting about all the goodies you picked up, like the “Touch & Flow” (I’ve been building models for over 44 years and don’t use it, or any of the other "High-Speed/Low-Drag stuff out there, 90% of which is simply marketed to separate your wallet from it’s contents… I don’t use any glues other than Testor’s and Testor’s Model Master and the “5 tubes for .99 cents” super glues on the blister-pack card you see at the grocery store, and good ol’ Elmer’s… I’ve tried the other stuff, but always come back “home”…
KISS-Rule always applies in the beginning… Keep It Simple, Stupid". In fact, it’s best to apply that rule thoughout your modeling “career”… Things will get complicated enough, all by themselves, often enough without asking for trouble, lol…
My general approach to modeling supplies and tools is that, if they’re sold in a hobby shop, they’re over-priced… If they have the name of company that released the products AFTER they got into the kt business, they’re even MORE over-priced and useless… Tamiya’s stuff come to mind there… Their paint’s usless for brushing, which is how most modelers, especially those under 21 and still living with the parents, paint their kits in the beginning years…
I never had an airbrush until I was almost 40 years old, 'cept for the “El-Cheapo” ones that cost about 15.00 and work more like rattle-cans than air brushes… In fact, I still do 70-80% of my spray painting with rattle-cans… I just use a lot of masking tape, newspaper, and Post-It notes, lol… “Old School” is still the best school, IMNSHO… Cheaper too… I have a new, higher-end Paasche AB now, but don’t use it much… Especially on aircraft and armor that have ony one or two overall colors… There’s little trick that one learns through the years with tape and rattle-cans, like setting the can in hot (NOT boiling) water for 10 minutes or so before using it (makes the paint atomize better), using your skin’s natural oils to “de-sticky” masking tapes, and cutting narrow strips form 1/2 and 3/4-inch tape for masking curved areas… You don’t need to have every color of paint in the “FS Rainbow” either… Most paints can be matched by using a color-chip booklet and the rattle-can and bottled paint-rack at the local hardware or crafts store, and allow you to buy two ro three times the paint for a third of the cost of “Hobby-brand paints”…
Frankly speaking, it’s better to learn with the tools and stuff that you get at Hardware stores and Auto Parts stores than in hobby shops… Those businesses will ALWAYS be there… Can’t say that about hobby shops…
None of us EVER hit it outta the park the first time outta the chute, pard… In fact, of us didn’t hit it outta the park until around kit number 100 or so… Takes about that long to get everything that can go wrong to go wrong…
Even then, even after number 400, one’ll sneak up and bite ya…
Can anyone say, “ModelCraft 1/48th F-82?”